I dont know if I am ready to be in a blog . In AG Bffs 3 people left. I feel like EVERYTHING I touch goes bad , raw , and dead . I want to thank all of you who follows me and someday I will be back . In Instagram people leave but still active ( they dont post anymore) but its not like this . When somebody leaves they leave. It gives me so much anxiety . And I dont know what to do . I work so hard and it feels like NO ONE like my work . I alway think of you all first . But I cant , for some reason I dont let go of stuff easily . I have faced this MANY times so I can control my crying ( I have faced this through 5 people already.) . I cant think of you all first . I am someone who doesn't care about my self I care about others . But i need to learn to care for my self . Not like being selfish . What I mean by that is like if this is making my anxiety and health worst I should stop . And if this person is not being nice I have to turn them down , out of my life. I dont want to make this blog have more and more people leave. I have to do what is best for me and you. I dont want to do this because many people left
. But I think sydney cries about it like I do. She cares , but I dont think she will cry for 3 days straight and keep it from her parents. I will continue to support Sydney trough YouTube and instagram.
Thanks
for visiting agbffs yesterday .
You all will have a special place in my heart , thanks so much for everything everyone .
-Minnie
P.S. I dont think anyone reads my post.
Yup I saw ur post!!!
Ella thanks!! I changed my mind and I wont be leaving but I wont be active that much this summer i still will be but no that much for this summer
Minnie, people leave for certain reason, and not because they don’t like you. Also, so many people appreciate you so much! Never give up!!